Sometimes I'm Confident,.....

Sometimes I'm totally clumsy. Generally I'm comfortable and secure with myself, perfectly capable and able to converse on a variety of subjects. Confident enough to start conversations, smile and flirt with relative ease. In some situations, I lose my composure, trip over something or just make a total fool of myself. Today, for example, I went out to run some errands. Went to get a haircut, no problem. Went to the bookstore after that, looking at music and photography books and magazines I spend too much money on, again no problem. I walk into another store I frequent and I don't know what happened. I'm fine walking through the store. There's a woman that works there I have a bit of a crush on and I'm still okay as I smile and say 'hello' walking past her in the aisle. So I grab what I went in there for and as I'm leaving there's this woman in a nice summer dress walking toward the door. I'm on the sidewalk out front and she's still in the parking lot walking toward me. Don't know what happened, but I started to take a step back towards the door. Then I thought 'What am I doing?' and continued walking to my car. And I felt like a complete dork!